“Back in 2021, I was super embarrassed to be going back to the trains,” she began her post. “I didn’t want people to know that I legit needed the money. I didn’t want people to know that it wasn’t optional.”
“I was disappointed in myself for allowing myself to fall so low after winning Idol, but then I had to take it easy on me and remember that I started my journey with Idol at 20 years old,” she added.