According to her latest post, it doesn’t look like things were that good, though. In a recent Instagram post, she explained that, while she was with Diddy, she was battling demons and that she was forced to put up a daily front. “Do you ever come across old pictures of yourself and get blown away by how much you’ve evolved?”
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And revealed what pictures mean to her: “When I look at pictures it brings me back to the exact place and time where I can literally touch the feelings I was feeling, almost experiencing them all over again with a sense of calm. It’s a form of therapy for me. Was I happy? Was I eating that day? Did I sleep the night before? What was I stressing at that moment? What front did I have up that day?”